THANK GOD FOR PAIN…

God…

I’m not going upset when I realized my body is a one of a fragile thing in the world.

I will not bothering you with my dumby act…

Just let me say, “God…it’s hurt!”

God…

I know you were busy all the time.

You have to answer million…billion message every second.

You have to receive much call.

But, I’m so pleased when you look through my eyes and smile.

I feel so warm…

Just let me say, “God…it’s hurt but I’m okay!”

God…

When my pain is getting worst, I’m still not complaining you.

I will not complaining but receiving every single thing you have give to me…

Just let me say, “God…it’s hurt but I’m okay, and may I ask you why me?”

God…

I’m not pushing you to answer my question.

I will be waiting whenever you may answer my question.

Just let me say, “thank God for pain!”

Amin.

In my pain, I talk to my beloved God of all faith…

Yogyakarta, 22 Maret 2010

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